Mistake is temporary regret but missing will be forever

We do have mistake in our daily life

we list out all the precaution to reduce the mistake

but

did you ever think the mistake sometimes is causing by our feeling

For example,

the shooting case that recently occur

a teacher save her student by lying

this mistake make her missing from the rest of her list

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I do always does mistake in my life

write the wrong answer in examination

say the wrong words to my friends

but the worst mistake for me is 

I scare of go back home

I do really scare because i will feel sad after leaving them

so i refuse to go back home

sometimes i miss some of the event by my family

i feel regret with it and i hate this kind of regret

i just like throwing the stone to myself 

so complicated

but i do really miss my family and hope they are healthy and happy always

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Hate the betray feel

I dunno I should believe you or not

I treat you as my best friend but you treat me like??

I dunno all your things but you know mine

Dunno how to face you any more

please dun make you until so cheap

and please you fools other

it's hurt....

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

:)

Smile girl

Having a dinner with boss and colleagues

Steamboat! ( sorry for din take any photo. I was busy eating)

Fun!

The only thing that make me unhappy is the words that my boss told me

Hmmmm

Why you did not ask me what is happening and what i'm thinking?

Did you know the real situation??

If i explain to you then you will feel i'm finding excuses.

But I keep quiet does not mean that I'm wrong

I just do not wish there is much more conflict between us

You say you treat us like your child

you say I'm the one you love the most

But why you do not listen to me?

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Be Strong, Girl!

Not everything will follow you. I have to search and search and try hard to get it.

But everyone say family will always with you.

To me, It is not.

I just like an orphan but must better than them. I have all family members, father, mother, brother, grandpa, grandma, aunt, uncle, and cousin. I live with them. When I growth up, I know the conflict in the family. This make me wish to leave this home. I choose to study at a place which is far away from my house. I think if i just go back frequently, then the problem and the conflict will no more. But I'm wrong. The conflict become bigger and bigger. Why? Can i just go back and celebrate grandma's birthday? Can i just go back and share what i see and how i spend my uni life? Why when i back i have to listen to what my dad did, what my bro done, what my cousin does? It's suffer!!!

At the beginning, I choose to go back because i miss my family but now i really afraid to go back. I hate this. This make me really stress and feel I'm alone. I dunno who can i talk to. Ok. Smile Girl!!

Then, finding a job is not because of lack of money. It's just gaining experience and earn some pocket money. From the start, everything is well. Happy and enjoy. But when i touch in many things, get to know many things, stress come again. I treat every workmate like my friend. I can treat you truly but why you cant? And boss. I really wish to help you. I know suffer is a way to growth. I'll try to be strong!

Sorry for making all inconvenience. It's my stage to growth me up. and i know it. But i need time to digest. I'm not strong enough. I know it. Sorry.

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Taking Picture is funnier than studying!

Short Hair looks

Am i look like having a short hair??? Hahaha

XP Resting is for further moving

Taking a short break after my brain overload 

Panda looks! My eye bag!!

 I dun want become a panda, I dun want to live in zoo TT

Village girl style XD

 even playing my hair is better than study

It's TRUTH!!!!

My toy after i getting bored of study

 I get it for a picture while his daddy is not around XD

Shhhh.... Ruby dun tell your dad ah!

I have a long long mustache ^^

Xixixi^^

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Good Morning or Good Night?

Nowadays, 

I'm a hardworking student

who preparing for this final exam which is coming soon

and my paper fall on

6 Sept - Basic Chemistry

8 Sept - Cell Biology

10 Sept - Ethics

and last paper at

18 Sept - Application of computer technology

All of the heavier paper stick together and make me does not have enough time to prepare

so i must work hard to increase my CGPA

As a result

I slept at midnight

perhaps morning

and woke up at afternoon

always had my breakfast, lunch and teatime together

again and again

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Food Craving Before Final Exam

My mind keep appear FOOD FOOD FOOD

when i was studying

First i would like to have this

面粉粿

This little place does not have this food. i miss it so much

When i back to my hometown i sure will go have one big bowl!

Secret Recipe Oreo Cheese Cake

Then i want to have this cheese cake!

I love it so much

Sushi

Eat this as my supper

Pizza

Have a slide when my stomach is calling me

A lots of fruits

Take it when my mouth is nothing to do

Baskin Robin

Present for my stomach 

Asam laksa

Energy for my hand

Ice kacang

Dessert for my brain

豆腐花

Reward for my skin

Sandwiches 

Energy for my memory cells

Hamburger 

Lastly reward for meXD

hahahhahahaha

Now

I feel that my stomach is 1000000000X hunger 

who want to let me bite ????

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Fermine 30 "Hunger No More"

This is not my first time to organize and join a camp

but this is the first camp i joined ever without food

This purpose of this camp is to give the awareness to the society about the feeling about hunger in some poor country

All of us, committee members, Volunteer and Camper

do not eat for 30 hours

Actually it is very challenging for me

since i like to eat XD

This is the reason why i'm injure  

The situation when we playing "runningman"

The picture shown the situation where we playing runningman

unfortunately i was injure in this game

The reason why i was injured?

I also dunno. I just felt that my knees is pain after the game

It's like..... XD

How we spend the 30 hours?

we play station games at the evening

Listen to band at night

The night before we go KL

And FINALLY we went for our final destination

Kuala Lumpur, capital of Malaysia!

The situation in Melawati Stadium

 All of us are hunger for at least 26 hours that time

BUT

when this guys shown

All is because of HIM! Leehom

HUNGER NO MORE!

He is too handsome and even we all are hunger for more than 1 day

we still have to energy to cheer for him

haha

Finally, after he countdown, we get some drink and bread^^

Hunger No More, but Zombie become more and more

 When i go back to home and looks at the mirror

i just looks like a zombie right?

This is the arts of did not sleep well for more than 1 weeks

This camp is fall on the week which i have 2 mid term test, 1 report and 1 assignment to passed up

And before the camp, we all do the preparation until 4am++ and gathering for breakfast at 8am

That mean i din even sleep enough 24 hours in this week

Bravo for me ^^

But it is a nice experience for me

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

6 sis birthday celebration( DESARU)

那种感觉真的很棒

跟自己的姐妹

最了解自己的姐妹

一起出去玩

一起打闹 一起玩笑

真的真的很开心

虽然我们不长在一起

但是那种默契

不知怎的还是会有

虽然离开久了

大家身旁发生的事也许都不知道

但是如果被问起

也会毫不隐瞒地说出

这就是姐妹！

 吃蛋糕也不忘搞怪~

也只有我们会庆祝“6 姐妹” 的生日吧

也只有我们一个人有2个生日吧

我们在一起的时候 一定都会拍这样的照片

过后去帮Mavis庆祝生日~

吵吵闹闹的才像我们嘛

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

play play play in y1s2

because we are very boring

first, i go genting and KL with wynne, bit, victor and ah mok

early in the morning go genting just for a breeze = = 

then go KL for shopping...

like snowflat so much ^^

walking like hell in KL make my legs pain TT

a week after this,

i go Ipoh by driving with ah hang, wanling, yenhan, sinyee and her sis

before going there

we go bidor for breakfast

then go for a movie

MandasdascarXD

circus AFRO

then we going EON 

although we all dunno the way to go

we keep asking and finally we reach all the place

we meet yan jue twice in that day

once in EON and once in de ji restaurant

feel so lucky XD

then we go bistro for a drink

TT cannot drink alcohol because need to drive TT

OVERTIME

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Happy Birthday to me ^^

Happy Birthday to me ^^

going sing k with my foundation friends

ah hang, wanling. yen han, sinyee and her sister

they really pandai singing

i cannot sing for too long

always getting tired at the end of the session XD

sorry nia

thanks for the secret recipe cake from wynne, bit, victor and joyce too

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

The things that i dun like

Long time din update my blog dy

first at all 

i having a nice holiday with my family

after open school

the things that i do not like is the event

CEW

first reason is the bonding between all the members

it is not my style to join such this event

the day before the event

chairperson told me to resign from the post

i agreed with her cos i also dun wish to do this

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Sorry

i admit that i'm a weak girl

i know the truth but i scare to speak out loud

sorry been seeking everything

the expected answer

i know

i'll find someday else to make sure it

please forgive me

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

Earth Hour By UTAR

My first time ever join UTAR event

Earth hour 2012

my lovely friend with me XD

the most memorable perform

there is a person swing a box of sparks

it's nice 

have a nice day

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

I'll choose to quit

it's hurt when the truth started to become clear

it shows that my sense is right

but u two did not tell us anything

just one answer, one answer only

although i know this answer is hurt

but i still wish to hear from you two

because both of you are my friends

and i do not wish to lost neither of you

so i'll keep it until u telling me

i'll choose to quit

sorry

but i love you is truth 

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

你在乎过吗？

当你问我问题

而这问题围绕着其他你所要知的事

就算我说我累

你也选择性忽略了它

继续问你想知的事

我难道就无法在你的世界立足吗

我不知道该怎样面对你

想见你却害怕见到你

话题永远都只围绕在安全地带

就算我怎么问你

你也不会让我知道

就算我再怎么在乎你

你也不可能会在乎我的

对吧？

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

时间在哪

真的觉得时间不够

尤其我是那么不坚定的人

有的玩就忘记要干吗了

一定要改过！

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跟自己说没做完不能吃

是蛮不错的

不过对身体不好TT

到底要怎样才好呢？

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

幸福可以很简单

幸福真的可以很简单

只要你想得开

只要你放得下

只要我的身边有一群无聊但是可爱的姐妹

一些巧克力

一支冰淇淋

这些都可以让我很快乐

十分十分快乐

XD

看吧

我是那么容易被满足的！

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

big girl dun cry!

'Big girl dun cry' you said.

but the problem is

is u drive me crazy

i cant even stop thinking while playing tetris

tear drop while tetris ing

din even win for a battle for whole night

i also wanna to know what happen to me

ya,,,

i need someone accompany me

especially u

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i keep smiling n smiling in front of ppl

while listen to lecture,

my mind will automatically switch mode to you

really make me cant concentrate at all

so i choose to make fun in lecture hall

how weak am i ??

TT

i need u badly

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

I care, Do you?

是的

我真的很不放心

怕你有事情

可是为什么你一直要我走

你说一句 你回去啦

我就要非常厚脸皮赖着

对不起

我不是故意要那样吵你

我只想要你吃点东西

一直睡觉会越来越不舒服的

我知道我很烦很烦

你讨厌我也没关系

但是请你照顾好你自己

我真的很在乎

对不起

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

sharing

it's good when u share with me

this means that you trust me

but it's hurt when heard how hurt are you

and what you suffering

and it's hurt again when heard the things that i care about

just pretend i dunno all the things?

how hard is it...

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

你什么都不懂

要不是在乎你

我不会一直注意你的动态

一直嘘寒问暖

我知道你是懂的

只是你选择忽略

你从不分享你的难处 悲伤

我不晓得

当你难过无助时 你会做什么 想什么

要怎么样才可以恢复好心情

我尝试去了解

但你从来也不曾让我窥探过

喜欢就是喜欢

我知道这道理

没人能改变

我学不会低调喜欢一个人

对不起

如果打扰了你

我还是会对你好

即使你并不打算接受

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

小生命

因为我的疏忽吧

他，我的宠物 死了

他是我的圣诞礼物

是我的好朋友miki送的

在一个原本以为会自己过的节日里送来的小小安慰

但是这已经是我大大的幸福了

他才伴着我不到半年而已

真的我不是故意的

一早起来就看见你躺在笼子里

怎么叫也叫不醒你

泪直流

我脑海里只剩下快点起来 这四字

本想坚持不让伤心决提的

但是当我打电话给miki时

一听见他的声音

就想起了 贝贝

想起了他陪我的圣诞夜

想起得到他时我的快乐

真的很对不起

你安息吧

TT

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

越是想要 就越的不到

人 就是贪心的

得到了一点

就期待越多

但是

越是想要 就越的不到

不管是在

友情 爱情 还是亲情里

都一样！

可是不奢望的话

就会活得比较自在 快乐吗？

不见得

看情形吧。。。

haizzzzz.....TT

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe

celine's birthday

happy birthday to you!!

actually have a surprise geh

but we fail to make it

unexpected things come out

she din drive her car out!!!!

haizzz

we go eat nga choi gai

because she love to eat that so much

after that we go Euro house

hmmm

a place like pub

but more high class la~

have some drink there

and she say something that make me totally cant reply her XD

but it's really funny la

with miki in toilet XD

婷婷 留 Everything will become possible if you believe